ok... so it was an early... early early morning that ryan and i decided to have our non-date.

early as in.. 12:30 - 1 am ish.

and it was more like i decided to have our non-date. he was whining about food, and the like, so i was all, what do you feel like, and he was all, i dunno... pizza. so i picked him up and we went to BP.

i wasn't that hungry, but its always nice to see a friend you haven't seen in a long while.

and I *WAS* going to pay, but apparently i didn't have enough money in my account, even though I had been to the bank hours before. so he had to pay. no big deal... i'll pay for the next one.

anyhoo, the point of this whole blog is the ride home.

once again, ryan and i started talking about getting married and the like. since i love Steve too much, i might kill him (as in, i might take the sentence 'i love you to death' literally, or some such thing) so ryan is my next choice... i guess.

well, we did have a plan before. have one white kid and one japanese kid.

but we've added some (or more, i can't decide which) rules.

- in our wedding vows, we can't say 'til death do us part' cuz i might be inclined to kill him. instead, we'll say 'till divorce do us part'

- after we have our kids, we'll have an open marriage. but before that, we'll have to have a big mansion with lots of rooms.

- apparently i'm supposed to pick up hot chicks at bisexual bars or something, so ryan can sleep with them. (*sigh* i have to do all the work)

ummmm... i think that was it. for now at least.

cuz before, when i asked him for his sperm so i could have a half and half kid, he was all, no. not unless we conceive naturally. so i was all 'fuck that'.

but he might be my only chance to have half and half kids... or kids at all, come to think of it.

so we'll get married, say our 'special' vows, have a few kids, and then have an open marriage.

see? ok, so i don't have a plan for my career, or any near-future relationships, but getting married?

I'm all set.

kk, that's it for now!!

*kisses*